Monday, May 23, 2005

~Beautifully Malevolent~

Skin like silky chocolate
complexion as stunning as the sunset
but a face like an iceberg.
My comforter in my time of need

Venemous like a snake with words of choice;
When seeking revenge, she stops at nothing to ensure that he wrath is felt.

Face like a morning sunrise without clouds to distort ones vision.
When walkin down the street males stop to see if they have a chance to be with a godess
But at night she cries,
Speaks of unknown scars not realizing the worthiness of her own life.

She leaves for school in the morining dressed as though she were going to a fashion show,
But comes home with new tales of drama.
Conversing with me of new people who insulter her today
For reasons which she cannot avoid
Beauty that she cannot hide.

When she first came to live with me
She did not understand that her mother did not give up on her
But simply decided to send her to Boston to ensure her education.

She felt seperated, felt as though her mother had abandoned her.
A troubled heart filled with anger taken out on me because u were not yet accustomed to me.
But as we slipped into the future and you personalities began to blend
you became my guardian angel.

When I came home crying because someone had crushed my confidence,
She gave me a shoulder to cry on.
She helped me rebuild me self assurance even higher than it was before .
Her peptalks built a wall so high and so powerful that it was indestructable.
Until one day she made me feel a hatred for myself that one could never imagine.

My wall of security, my entire wall of confidence and self assurance,
Demolished
and I was left to pick up the pieces
By Myself


1 Comments:

Blogger Seksi said...

I Like this poem a lot.

8:12 PM  

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