~Grandpa~
Never really thought you would leave
They say your in a better place but what am I supposed to believe
Was really wishin that you's come out the cancer battle with a victory
But now your just a beautiful memory.
I remember the days when you used to run like an olympic winner
tell us stories while we enjoyed a fresh home cooked dinner
And when it came to lillibies you swore you were the best singer
Told me i had great talent but if we were to compete you'd still be the winner.
I remember how your face lit up when i told you, you correctly recited you A,B,C's
I dont now how you did it but when it came to quick math you had me beat.
Regardless of how much you yelled i still knew you loved me unconditionally
Just wish I had more time to show you the my love will be here perpetually.
Now your gone and I dont know what to call this emptiness that I feel
Just wish I could wake up and see that none of this is real
But i cant because God has finalized the deal
And in his world there's no such thing as a appeal.
I guess thats what it feels like when such a tragic event hits so close to home
I dont know why but on that night over my emotions I had no control
I was sad because I didnt get to say goodbye
Mad because I put all my strength into prayin that he would survive
But content because I know the great deal of pain he would feel if he were still alive.
He was such a strong man
Did not believe anythin could make him so feeble and weak
I wish I could simply see his face and tell him that im sorry
I wish I could let him know how much he did and still does mean to me.
With you wisdom you taught me the way to go
Taught me alot of things a child my age should know
I guess this is how it feels to know
That mt grandfather is now my Guradian Angel.
They say your in a better place but what am I supposed to believe
Was really wishin that you's come out the cancer battle with a victory
But now your just a beautiful memory.
I remember the days when you used to run like an olympic winner
tell us stories while we enjoyed a fresh home cooked dinner
And when it came to lillibies you swore you were the best singer
Told me i had great talent but if we were to compete you'd still be the winner.
I remember how your face lit up when i told you, you correctly recited you A,B,C's
I dont now how you did it but when it came to quick math you had me beat.
Regardless of how much you yelled i still knew you loved me unconditionally
Just wish I had more time to show you the my love will be here perpetually.
Now your gone and I dont know what to call this emptiness that I feel
Just wish I could wake up and see that none of this is real
But i cant because God has finalized the deal
And in his world there's no such thing as a appeal.
I guess thats what it feels like when such a tragic event hits so close to home
I dont know why but on that night over my emotions I had no control
I was sad because I didnt get to say goodbye
Mad because I put all my strength into prayin that he would survive
But content because I know the great deal of pain he would feel if he were still alive.
He was such a strong man
Did not believe anythin could make him so feeble and weak
I wish I could simply see his face and tell him that im sorry
I wish I could let him know how much he did and still does mean to me.
With you wisdom you taught me the way to go
Taught me alot of things a child my age should know
I guess this is how it feels to know
That mt grandfather is now my Guradian Angel.
posted by Tantalizing Soilder at 8:05 PM
1 Comments:
Mama, I just want you to know that he will always be with you in your heart and soul. Your grandpa is never gonna let you feel lonely inside no matter the circumstances. He will always be residing in you. He wants you to be strong mentally, physically, and socially. He knows what type of person you are and he knows that you loved him back. Never regret anything ok. Stay true to yourself and stay safe ok.
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