~~I Wish~~~

I wish I could go back to yesterday,
I wish I could take back some if the things that I didn't mean to say
Maybe if I could go back to yesterday
I wouldn't be in the predicament that im in today.

I wish I oculd go back to two days ago
Because to tell yo the truth,
you are the worst thing that ever happened to me
I wish I could trust you but I cant.

You think that showing you masculinity makes you a real man?
Well it doesn't
The things you say, eat away at my emotions
At my soul, the break my heart in an instant.

Because in our relationship you think that I should be the one giving all the devotion,
But what about you?
You say you love but I know that its untrue
Because Love couldn't hurt me the way you do.

I wish I never met you
I wish you could realize all the hurt and pain you put me through,
I wish you could understand how much I TRIED TO CHANGE YOU,
FOR THE BETTER.

But after speaking with my better half
I realized that you CAN'T CHANGE A GROWN MAN.

I wish wish I could go back to two years ago
where this hole in my heart,
This hole in my emotions,
This constant stress on my mind
would be
COMPLETLY UNKNOWN.